Let me get it on my own!

Please don't lift me to the skies.... Give me the wings to reach there!
Please don't take me to the light... Turn me into a candle if you can!
I am not asking for Victory .. Give me a sword to fight!
I dont want big concerts.. Teach me the notes to knit my song!
Please don't give me the shade, give me a seed that I can sow to make a tree!
Please dont get me the rainbows, give me the colors to paint my own!
I am not asking for happiness and love... Make me strong to smile through the pain!
I know you can bistow it all .. But give me the courage to get it on my own!